Bloody 4a.m.

Yesterday, I waited
Waited till Im tired
Still hold on and waited
Waited till I caught a flu
In the end i dozed off while waiting
And woke at bloody 4
So happen to see KangXi on TV
And so happen their topic of the day is about surgeries and braces
A smile makeover.
I am yearning for a smile makeover.

Considering braces can be 2 long yrs to suffer.
But still under consideration.

Another top-up accessory.
lol.

I AM FEELING SICK OF SOME FEELINGS.

CONFUSION

Confused with all the mess..

Many "whys" clouding my brain.
Many "hows" running in my head.

Report Strength pointless, reports' fake.
Trust level negative 1.
What's with all the doubts.

Fear.
the truth is not the truth
The trust is only surface

Dont like the idea of UG
Dont like the idea of feigning
Dont like wrong conclusion
Dont like how you think of me.

Self-constructing in process.....

When will i have the guts
When will bad things end

An idle mind is the devil's workshop

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
So stop complaining, stop whining, stop crying, stop idling!
Grab every chance to go for whatever you yearn for, whatever that makes you really happy!

like soSO HAPPPPPPY! +D

Althou im like so fucking broke, Iv got millions of things to worry than anyone else, i still feel lovely each and every single day I lead.
The elderlys will think im botherless, the youngs may think im trroubles-free, but IM OKAY~ haha.

woah. iv got really lots of things i wana do.
im no longer a kid to stare and dream about my dreamss, its time to DO IT. :[]

I like the idea of not continuing studies, not being an accountant, not being consistent, not getting married blah blah blah blah blah
whatever i do, i forget about considering.
The min you consider, its the time restrictions come into your way.

i don like the idea of working in the office but i work and i am happy bcos the money is what i need currently.so im still in the midst of enjoying life with great colleagues bringing me to msia for water skii, for go kart for BKT. UGHH.

I just hope time can stop at my prime 20s. go slower...

L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce

EGG-ING

eggeggeggeggeggeggeggeggeggeggeggeggeggeggeggegg. i ate it tdy.x)

Leonid Shower

Tml pre-dawn 2.am there's Leonid Meteor Shower!!

The sky celebrated birthday for you too D!!

i rmbed witnessing meteor for like twice alr when we were still tgt.

lol! i dono what sign issit. whenever there's meteor, it reminds me of you.

:p

"We're predicting 20 to 30 meteors per hour over the Americas and as many as 200 to 300 per hour over Asia, said Bill Cooke of NASA's Meteoroid Environment Office. Other astronomers who work in the nascent field of meteor showe prediction have put out similar forcasts"

Asia is the best spot to catch this Leonid Shower.

Dont miss it people:)

im anticipated.
I lovvve to catch meteor stars falling.

Ugh!faster knock off can.. sian. keeping sitting in the office

bet gonna have constipation some time.

Javelin OR Bold

:(
My turqoise clamshell abit cui alr, cant wait to change my phone.
I saw Javelin and Bold and was thinking which one should i get..
Javelin looks more suitable for girls but i like Bold's overall.
Can i straight away change the scroll ball into HOT pink?
I mean pink can be really pretty at times. :x

Tml's someone's bd.
D's!
celebrate,celebrate,celebrate,celebrate,celebrate..
Shall call him up to see what's his plan again *-*

Coming to the end of the year, so many people birthday coming,
my wallet empty soon.

i still miss my prada rad wallet, my ic, my driving license...
careless.

SICK

Whatever you become,Someone will long for What you were. -This is for me and for many others.

I yearn for something more than the physical.
That would save my bother for everything but that dont even exist.
That is love.

Vile deeds

I realise people ard me are potentially good at doing wrong things.
I see it, i find them really scarrry. :s
but still, im keeping myself defended, my heart clean, my brain uncorrupted.
tsk tsk. D asked me: "what has this world come into?"
HAHA. i agree i agree.

Somedays, I feel like I ought to lay out a moral hierarchy of emotions.
Emotions are neither wrong or right.
The only thing i can do with them is to logicalise them.Justify them..
Feelings for someone is for a short period of time.Afterwhich, its up to you to stay or to go, it depends on what the couple had fight for in thee rltshp for it to go on(not to the extent till it LAST. too much fairytales)

Often, I wonder what i really want.
Cos what i really wanted doesnt seem to even exist.
But yet, girls like me r really stubborn.

I am..
someone capable of doing sth but failed due to being too indecisive.
I am..
really really concerned and over concerned with certain things that i wont go any further if i have too many concerns
I am..
someone who sometimes wish i can be really simple and really easily contented with myself bcos i had nv stop demanding more from what i am alr are.
I am..
too this and too that. I am nv moderate.
I am..
nothing but a tiny pearl stuck in shit.
Nobody will find me, until some kind soul grab that shit and feel me inside.

I am gg to prove myself wrong.
and to digress, i still cant stop hating my horsey smile.
feh.

Marlboro suit with full face

My first time trying go kart.

ffffffun!

went msia with colleagues
tried the fish hotpot and side dishes den head in to the track for go kart.

TC said its the largest in msia. I bet it is. cos its really shocking big.

We drrift, we spinn, we cut others, BUT she fly!

haha.someone flew out of the lane. that was amazingly stunning!

Luckily you'r fine.

Im GG again!!!